The Man, The Myth
Judy Montgomery, Artist 
Kssandra

 

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In a world,

In another land,

There we are

Hand in hand

 

I’m so much missing you

 

I dreamed of us

For so long

You were my strength

You were my song

 

My heart it burns inside

 

The man, the myth

Which did I love?

Who was the man

That I’m made of?

 

I’m second-guessing you

 

The lies, the tears

You didn’t care

The fatal blow

It wasn’t fair

 

I’m so mad that you lied

 

I believed in you

It’s all a blur

You weren’t the man

You said you were

 

Even so, I ache for you

 

You told me things

I never knew

You showed me love

No follow through

 

I would have rather died

 

 Self-proclaimed

You stood so tall

Magnetized

I stood in awe

 

I’m so much hating you

 

The chemistry

That we shared

From the Gods

It seemed so rare

 

I can’t believe you lied

 

So here I am

I’m alone

You stood and mocked

At our gravestone

 

I’m so afraid of you

 

Attacking vultures

I fight alone

I swear to stand

On my own

 

I feel so dead inside

 

I can’t believe

The lie again

The man, the myth

It’s all a sin

 

Why would I believe in you

 

On my feet

I carry on

Wishful thinking

Is all gone

 

My soul now has no guide

 

Thinking hard

I can’t explain

The pain you left

It’s so insane

 

How do I get over you

 

Every turn

It’s all the time

I search for you

It’s such a crime

 

Love’s prison is so deep and wide

 

I felt your flesh

Our souls combined

When we kissed

I was so blind

 

I’m so much missing you

 

Promises

You never kept

Empty words

While I wept

 

The truth was so denied